WTF

so like no one uses xanga anymore? lame. i like this i guess better than myspace still, so yea, i'm going to fight against the flow of you guys and write at THIS site.

So, i've been hella depressed and i don't know why because i moved out of my house...i should be happy right? i'm basically living on my own (katie is barely around) and we get together great and we drink together and have fun and bla bla bla. Its good, i mean, whirlpool sucks but only 177 more days of that crap. But on the flip side of things, i got asked out TWICE in one day that really stroked my ego.

And i got to see Mike and hang out with him a bit a while ago, me and Carla went and saw happy feet, and my brother thinks its awesome that his older sis got her own place so he's come over to see me and spent the day with my saturday which was cool, and tomorrow...tomorrow i have to get up at 5 and do the same damn thing all over again. I guess i can see why i've been so down...but a lil homesick? that seemed ridiculous to me. Ah well, better hit the hay. I will talk to whoever comes on this site anymore later.

HOLY CRAP

life sure is coming at me fast again!

Well, it turns out that all the classes i'm taking at terra are pretty much irrelevent for what i have to do, so after i finish these up, i get to start my medical transcriptionist classes at Owens next fall, and guess what: its ALL online. how f-ing sweet is that! Soooo...what i was thinking, was be 1600 miles away in Montana...and take classes at OWENS online...i think its a good idea but at the same time not. I dunno, thats only like, 6 months away or so!!

And...i just moved into my new house. Yeaaa....i got a house/apartment thing with Katie, my roommate i met at Whirlpool. Its really nice. I got free wireless internet here cause i'm picking up off of somebody else's signal, the neighborhood isn't bad, my room is pretty sweet, free cable, and everything is already here from katie so i don't have to buy dishes or anything. She gave me a computer desk, mattress, dresser, and nightstand. YAH, i couldn't turn it down for a rent of 175 a month, and about 220 with utlities. i'm here right now lighting candles...she smokes a lil in the house and i can smell it  thats all that sucks i suppose. so i'm happy! and scared! and probably broke soon! me and carla are going to go lamp shopping soon.

Uhhh...other than that, Steve is squashed from who i wanted to date, Alex is too but apparently he doesn't know it from him keep talking to me at whirlpool...and now there is Josh, who seems susceptible and very intelligent, quiet, and respectful...pretty uncocmmon for a factory worker!

So i bargain shopped yesterday! After work carla and I met up at Big Lots...and i gotta tell ya---i LOVE it! My mouth didn't close a whole lot that entire time. We had alot of fun, and afterwards got tea at Peking. Soon we're going to have a dinner/little party here at my place. mwa haha...my place. and after that i went to Julie's and we had a blast playing x box and what not, and her dog slept on my feet the whole night so that i couldn't move and i got these like...semi-pressure ulcer things on my heels now from being smashed so long. sooo....i had probably get back to decorating my room...but hope y'all are doing well!

oh and mike i heard about your DITCH INCIDENT...i should be in shortly to harass you and want to know the full story. Sayonnara!

Short and sweet

Yea so work is gay

school is gay

life is gay

but its been topsy turvy. I got my heart somewhat ripped out today, but then like these threads of hope kinda kept it there, and then alex from teh lab came up to me today and asked me if i wanted to come over to his house tomorrow for pizza beer and a movie. I dunno...i've heard alot of good about him, and alot of bad...and he knows i'm saving myself for marriage, but is still really interested. I was trying to screw down hoses which is kinda hard so we didn't talk long, but he's cute, nice, shy, funny, has 2 jet skis, a new truck, a paid off house, loves rollercoasters, nascar, a cute dog, and a ready smile. worth a shot? i dont freakin know! I HATE MAKING DECISIONS!!!!!!! i wish i could just sit on the fence the rest of  my life! ><!!!!!grrrr

I've returned

Heeey

haven't been on in a while. I'm in my OAD class right now, actually. Um, so....

334 more days 334 more days 334 more days 334 more days 334 more days 334 more days 334 more days 334 more days 334 more days 334 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

......until i get to leave for Bozeman, Montana! WOOOTTT!!!!!!!!!! works sucks, work sucks, i'm happy to leave, life has ups and downs, my hiar is really brown...mwa haha, yay for rhyming briefly

me and carla have been hanging out every weekend, i'm going 4-wheelin soon, i'm gonna go visit bozeman this thanksgiving break, check out the few locals, ummmm work sucks...college sucks....sooooooo optimistic, arent' i? well to be honest i have been really really really happy, despite that i miss michael-san and jaimito. and Julie. She's in ironton. Ok well i better do the tasks at hand, but i'll be back soon. mata ne!

STREEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Gaaaaaaaaaaaah, i'm going to go psychotic!!!!!!!!!! Its like, one moment i feel like crying, and the next i feel like ripping someone's head from thier neck!!

Work has been gay, but durable, and then my sister....well lets  not even get into THAT dept, but to say that she's made things ALOT worse for herself, my brother lost my trust, i was pmsing like crazy, i made a late payment to key bank so i overdrafted 6 FUCKING CENTS, so they charged me 44 dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then i was out of money, and to register for terra i had to give them 301.70, so i had to sunday morning rush over to the bank, get 190 bucks for my car payment, put that in the croghan bank, then i ran to mom's house, she lent me 140 bucks, got 120 from dad and  40 from myself, payed for the  classes starting TODAY, registered, only to find out that the medical terminology class  was already full, so i had to send this lady an email begging her to let me in her class or i'll only have 9 credit hours and my health insurance will be cut off, and then they're only letting me take 4 classes at a time, so i might have to wait 2 years now until i can go to Montana, and that makes me want to cry, i don't think i could stand whirlpool for another 2 FUCKING YEARS, let alone six months! i just can't!!! i'd quit anyway! and i have bills left  and right now with my cell and this stupid laptop, and i have to leave for classes i just registered for today in about 40 minutes!! GAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! i really despise life lately, and if i just didn't let it fall into God's hands to take care of (which i must say he's doing a hell of alot better than me)  i would have gone nuts already! kk gotta get ready for school!

~nicky